for as much as I know

It is much harder to give an idea a shape and a form than to copy something that already has been planned and patterned and experimented. I had ,and I still adore, this idea of three-dimensional flowers and I was feeling enthusiastic about it. So much that I could not wait to see it done and spent my extra-time working on it. It always kind of pisses my off when I have an idea and it does not turn out like I wanted or it does not turn out IMMEDIATELY as I wanted ... Maybe this should not be said since to be pissed off is immature and childish and negative and I am doing something that needs to be done with love. If I put my effort in something that I love, why should it piss me off.

I am very blessed and grateful for being a mother and I've learned the resilience and patience with them. So I am also joking when processing my thoughts. Flowers remain a mistery that I will continue to study and experiment also in next weeks.

A few years ago I saw an art exhibition of an Korean artist called Choi Jeong Hwa. My children loooved it and I Looooved it even more and there were these giant electronical artificial flowers hanging from the roof. My grandmother used to grow gerani and I loved her. For a while I worked as a freelance designer for Marimekko and one of the most popular prints of Marimekko is Unikko ( poppy flower ). A flower can be compared with a fragile and sensitive human being; someone having the courage to be a caring person.

Well, I am also lacking some beads ( a lack needs to be put out too. Perfectness has no sense. -I am smiling ) so I have to face the fact that the material necessities count and make difference. I am happy though. Now . Thank yoyo for your attention !